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Wednesday, June 11, 2008, 10:19 PM
YAY NESS
Hello World.Once upon a time, there was a girl. She liked apples, a lot. So she climbed up apple trees to pluck some. But one day she decided not to touch the apple tree anymore because there grew thorns. But she couldn't resist the apples. And stupidly climbed one day. Not only did she not get apples, she fell and hurt badly. Then came tumbling loads of apples. Haha what a stupid girl. The stupid girl is Marshmallow = me. Don't ask why I'm so stupid please. :P Oh I did three summaries today and some other stuff. Had study session with ______. I have to protect the person's identity cause ______________. Hahah My lunch was horrible, flew away with almost 7 bucks. Sigh Tomorrow, I've got ______. -.- And damn it, I think __________. Ah shitty hell. The month's coming to an end, and somehow I don't want it to end so fast now. My projects are bloody undone. AND! I'm the stupid chief editor for English! Haha can laugh your ass off already. Shit shit shit! I don't feel like seeing you. I got the butterflies in my stomachhhhhhhhh. Lalala hahah. Eh I'm not right now. But I've decided maybe I don't be a marshmallow. I can't be anything else but human. So I should just be a happy human. Make others happy, would make me happy. Then altogether, we all be happy okay? YAY YAY :D Thanks to my smelly former owner who crapped with me. Haha x) Oh, and everybody needs their space. Give me mine, thank you. Haha goodnight! How cruel you could be. I could keep giving you up. Again and again. Does it matter if I'm hurting? No it doesn't because I need to fall before carrying on. But the hardest part of this, is I'm giving up something i never knew. I'm giving up the one person I ever felt so much for, not knowing how he feels, because he's selfish. Am i right? Labels: apple tree, library, marshmallow, shit Tuesday, February 26, 2008, 11:16 AM
why is it when my impression of someone changes?it has to go back to the previous one. seriously retarded. i thought i made you angry, then i was feeling sorry. but you went too far. i don't understand why you like to hurt my feelings. is it my fault that i suck at maths? that i need more help to understand? that i fucking failed me tests which you don't bother about? is it my fault that i exist in YOUR life? NO. it's not. it's also not my fault that you have a lousy daughter, like me. okay? i know it's happened loads of times. and it never fails to make me feel lousy. maybe i thought: OH I"M SO STRONG. and i can block out UNWANTED comments. that i can, NOT FEEL THINGS I DON"T WANNA FEEL. but no, i can't. now will you stop saying hurtful things all the time? you think everything's a joke right. and you never really do, understand how i feel. OH WHY CAN OTHERS BE SO SMART, WHILE I'M SO LOUSY. WHY CAN PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THINGS SO FAST, SO WELL, BUT I CAN"T. ask yourself, maybe, it's in the genes huh. when you started everything in the first place, you turn around and say i'm insulting you. what the f-ing hell is this. i'm feeling so angry and disappointed. why can't the hell you spare a thought for how i feel? FUCK. i'll post again when i feel better. T.T zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. |