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Tuesday, February 26, 2008, 11:16 AM
why is it when my impression of someone changes?it has to go back to the previous one. seriously retarded. i thought i made you angry, then i was feeling sorry. but you went too far. i don't understand why you like to hurt my feelings. is it my fault that i suck at maths? that i need more help to understand? that i fucking failed me tests which you don't bother about? is it my fault that i exist in YOUR life? NO. it's not. it's also not my fault that you have a lousy daughter, like me. okay? i know it's happened loads of times. and it never fails to make me feel lousy. maybe i thought: OH I"M SO STRONG. and i can block out UNWANTED comments. that i can, NOT FEEL THINGS I DON"T WANNA FEEL. but no, i can't. now will you stop saying hurtful things all the time? you think everything's a joke right. and you never really do, understand how i feel. OH WHY CAN OTHERS BE SO SMART, WHILE I'M SO LOUSY. WHY CAN PEOPLE UNDERSTAND THINGS SO FAST, SO WELL, BUT I CAN"T. ask yourself, maybe, it's in the genes huh. when you started everything in the first place, you turn around and say i'm insulting you. what the f-ing hell is this. i'm feeling so angry and disappointed. why can't the hell you spare a thought for how i feel? FUCK. i'll post again when i feel better. T.T zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. |