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Monday, June 30, 2008, 5:54 PM
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fucking disappointed.In case you didn't understand my purpose for feeling so disappointed, it's not some food. It's because I thought we were gonna have a fucking good time together. After pushing it aside for so bloody long, we still haven't gone. Then Mum told me we can go without you. And you say we can still go. Oh, you could watch me eat. So you think the main thing is cause I want to eat? If that was what I had in mind, I fucking could have gone myself. I understand you're busy, and seldom have time. And so all I wanted was a cosy meal together? May I ask how long have we not talked nicely over some food, like the 4 of us? Fucking long. I always tell myself to not have such high hopes. But no, I can't control the feeling. Feelings of excitement, happiness? I look forward to it only to have you crush my hopes all the time. Since young, it's happened many times. I could try, not to expect too much, so I wouldn't be so disappointed. But no, it happens again and again. Wonder why my name means hope. Only to get disappointment eh? Luckily I wasn't at home to hear you complain just now. If not I'd be even more fucked up. And I actually bothered to cry over this lameshit. Crybaby. -.- I so have nothing to do. I'm losing my sexy voice. But I want it. And I refuse to take medicine. But I can't stand the coughing. Feel like my lungs coming out when those especially tough coughs come out. Urgh -.- Recess was darn funny when Super boo-ed the wrong person. The guy was so shocked. Hahahahahahha. His facial expression was :O hahahah. After school we had OCC then yeah, I wrote a love story between two hippos. Cute eh >.< after that, we danced for a while, i think many of us know all the other group's dances already. Cool. But I still like mass dance most. *shake shake, shake shake * Lol Hmm, let's hope I don't be so so soooo bored tonight. (: Plus remember to bring 2 or more packets of tissue tomorrow. My nose keeps drooling. I want my sexy voice! Not sexy enough. Never sexy. Sigh. I tahan some more first. I still refuse medicine. :P Act tough lor , pui. Tata. Labels: bored, disappointment, hippos in love |