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Saturday, May 24, 2008, 8:12 PM
First time ever I saw your face,
Hello World.
Today was good. Had CIP thing at GongShang Primary today. And yeah, it was fun. Furst we had the mass dance which made as laugh like crazy people. REALLY crazy I mean. And I think Mr Lee caught some shots of us dancing cum laughing, and he promises to post it online. AH! haha who cares. But it was really fun. 5,6,7,8! And Vanilala, her facial expression, was FUNNY. Lol laugh until tummy ache. :D Then we went to entertain little kids. :D We went for the Drama room one. There I met this fat little girl. And oo yeah, she's really fat leh. Oops, haha about 2 or 3 years old. I thought she was cute and approached her. I didn't even do anything, then her mum so idiotic. Kinda pulled her away. Like wthellllll. Go for the parents talk and leave your kids there lah. So proud for what. EEE yo. Who cares, didn't care about that fatty girl anymore. So unfriendly. Chey.
I met another little boy. Then somehow when I met him, I had this feeling his name was Bryan. Then I asked him what was his name? And his name is Bryan! Cool, anyway his face looks so typical Bryan lah. Haha yeah. And he's a very nice boy. So friendly, and hyper at a nice level, and yeah nice to mix with. Caught some shots of them playing games. Felt that the games the instructor came up with were kinda boring. =/ I think if we entertained them, it would be better. We initially wanted to teach them the dance. BAHA! xD Okay then we shifted over to sell these laminated papers with customized names and the meanings and origins. I did the selling but later tired then go sit down. Hated approaching those stupid people who ask so many questions, and refuse to buy. Then don't waste my time lah! It's for charity anyway! Some even worse, come to the counter, ask a billion questions, look through our samples, and when we ask them to buy, they walk away! ASS man. Okay okay and the most irritating part, the fatty girl's mum asked us loads of dumbass questions like we owe her out of nowhere. Wthelllllll man. These people ah, tsk tsk, I'e got nothing to say.
After that, we went to the empty basketball court to take videos of chicky and 5,6,7,8 dance, and some photos. YEAP :D Went home after that.
Then for tuition and we had a temp teacher today. He's quite cute actually. And young! And at first I was really sleepy, then everybody kept laughing so it became lively? Okay it was all okay. But I was so hungry and had some problems finding yummy food. So I became frustrated when I thought grandma would bring delicious food from the malay wedding. Ended up there only give plain rice! I also don't know why I became so irritated. Just because I was hungry. Wlao sorry.
But overall, the day was good. I did enjoy myself.
Let's hope tomorrow will be better.
goodnight.
I'm happy now. :D
Maybe fate only allows us to progress till here. Maybe, we're not meant for each other. Though I refuse to believe it at this point of time, I won't say anything. Yknow, the first time I saw you, it seemed so special. Idk how. Idk why. Somehow, you seemed so special to me. But now I need to move on, and leave you behind. Idk why I'm doing this either but it hurts me very much. Never been this way before. Your eyes, they sparkle. But because of circumstances, I ought to give up as much as I don't want to. Just to let you know, I love you even though I said I didn't. I could lie and lie and lie, but you would be able to see through my lie as much as I'm seeing through yours. Everything, just never felt so right before. It's a different feeling altogether.
Perhaps, as the month passes, my feelings will fade together with them. Somehow I think they won't. Believe if we were really meant, we'd still be together. Wonder if you'd miss me.