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LIA
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Friday, April 4, 2008, 11:00 AM
I'm going crazy. Maybe, I really am a loser. I'll never win you, I've lost to myself. ); Now, I really feel like some shitty hell crap. It's not supposed to be like that, I'm supposed to feel great. Yes, GREAT. But why don't I? );I was initially feeling alright. I went for buffet and even met Super by coincidence there. We went around for a while. I was okay. Everything was okay. Still okay ... I think there's someone who doesn't like me. It seems quite obvious. I think her reason for not liking me, is him. Shitty hell. I was actually feeling motivated. I wanted to get my work done. I wanted to study. But reading something, I don't feel like doing anything. School was fine. Till after school. I shouldn't have. I don't know. I think she likes him. -,- Somehow, I feel disgusted with the things she says. They're always about him. What the hell -,- Damn disgusting. I'm not supposed to care right? I even told Vanilala I was feeling good. Then everything came crashing when I found myself doing that, after school. zzzzzzzzzzz I didn't get present. Disappointing. ); I hate promises. Ah I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't wanna say it. But this is so f- ed up. IT REALLY REALLY IS. I just want to run far far away. Away away away! Oh shutup lia. Stupid loser yeah. goodbye. I WANT TO DO MY HOMEWORK. I WANT TO STOP LIKING YOU. I WANT TO SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT! |