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Tuesday, April 8, 2008, 9:11 AM
HEY YO.Today is Dada's birthday, so : HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! lol :D Well, I still haven't passed him his present -,-'' I think the present is darn lame, but ah who cares. I spent a lot of cash on that yknow. And somehow I think it's not going to be well liked. GAH shut up! I already bought it! Now now, I don't like promise breakers. -,- I HATE, really really hate being disappointed. ); Oh, my nose feels like it's on the verge of falling off. -,- I kept sneezing again today. And started rubbing my eyes during maths. I hate the un stoppable itch. CAN DIE zzzzzzzzzzzzz Maybe someone misses me, or some people talking bad about me loh. -,-'''''''''''''''''' NEVERMIND. OOO, We had home ec today and we did lagsana. YUMMY! But I was darn hungry. No idea why? During recess, being forgetful, i forgot to buy plastic box then I went up to class then remembered and exclaimed -,- How FAST my reaction can get. Then Aqil was there and I kept saying ah ah I need a plastic box. Then he damn funny lah, : Er are you queing for me to go and buy? ' Then I was like haha yeah. Then he really go and buy!!! AHHHH!! HAHAH so KIND uh. But later I felt I so mean lah. But at least I waited for him to come back. And thank god we were in time! LAWLSZX. Darn lame hah/ And I was made to serve detention because I ate in home ec class. HAHA couldn't help it. :D I was so restless I even helped myself to salt. -,-''''' Cuckoo haaaaa. After school it was prata again, with someone special yeah. :D HAHAHAH Loser number 4 was made to stand during arttttt when she didn't talk. Aha so suayyyyyyy. lol lol lol. I don't get why I'm so highhhhhhhhhhhh high now. :D The 2 other losers also stand except for meee mee me! I'm so good girl mah.. HAHA. :D Alright, my classss date has been confirmed and I'm pretty excited. (; yay. Now I know I'm not supposed to post about this. But by doing so, it obviously means I'm still thinking bout it. Initially I wasn't thinking about it till after prata. ); Don't know why. Oh well, I thought I'd just like you to know : .... ________, It's been some time now. Things that happened between us all this while seem to be popping up in my mind these few days and there's an overwhelming feeling the more I think about it. I thought I'd just let you know, I might not mean the things I say sometimes. Or don't even mean the things I do to spite you. I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any way which I don't know of. Though you've hurt me, I guess that's alright. Thanks for everything. Maybe for just being there. For being you. Although it hurt at times, I think I won't regret because it was meant to happen yeah. Though I'm still not sure of what you felt or are feeling, and I can't say you didn't take ANY chances cause somehow, you did. I feel I really should let this go but it might be unfair because I don't even know how you feel about it. But you don't expect me to go on waiting do you? I think, somewhere deep down, you're still there. When time comes, you might surface back up. But for now, I should just forget you're living in me. Thanks ABCDEFG. We can still be friends. (: Vanilala says I should put myself in your shoes. Maybe it was my part of negligence. I'm sorry. Somehow, I think I try to figure out what you're feeling, but I just can't confirm it. =/ Nevermind. If you'd ike me to, I would definately stand by you. IF only. toodles. I'd like to do some work. :D Labels: highhhhhh ing, on and off |