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LIA
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Tuesday, April 15, 2008, 10:21 AM
Hello.How does it feel like to be a loser? Oh so great yeah? -,- I felt like some crap earlier on but I guess I'm fine now. My conscience kills me sometimes. It doesn't feel fair. Unless there's something wrong with my attitude. Maybe there is.. I can't just throw responsibilities aside can I? I wish I could be like some people, those people who gave a damn about nothing. Carefree lives they lead. STRESS -FREE, that's it. If only, I could have a STRESS-FREE life. Oh frigging happy I would be. I feel disturbed when people are angry with me. Maybe it was my fault, partially or more. But they don't reply my apologies and I think they're really angry. But thinking about it, when you're angry with someone, you wouldn't want to reply right .. So yeah.. I'm not very sure myself .. All I can say is I'm sorry.. I went to the library and found a book. I read it briefly and caught some nice details. '' The most critical part of a smile is the look in your eyes. '' '' The mouth is a liar. If your mouth smiles but your eyes don't, you seem insincere. '' SMILES CAN CREATE POSITIVE THOUGHTS. So, I tried not to think of what was bothering me, and soon got over it. Ah whatever. Therefore, I am feeling fine. :D Lia doesn't like to hurt people. Please don't give me the chance to do so. Though I'm unsure if I've hurt you. It's hard to explain the way I'm feeling, because of him. Maybe if you told me long ago, we would be together. I guess it was a lack of fate. Nevertheless, we could still be the best of friends. Now I wonder what would have happened. But too bad, nothing happened. WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME EARLIER? Ah shuttup ass. You think too much... LALA goodbye. I might post about happier things later since school starts late tml. |