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Thursday, April 3, 2008, 10:17 AM
HELLO. :DI'm so friggin guilty. I hope nothing will happen. I have no idea why I recently got back into the habit of the 'go and die' phrase, which I stopped many years ago. People can really die or may die when you keep saying it. In a pique of anger, I was talking to someone, and I got agitated, but I didn't mean anything horrid, but I kinda was talking about him and asked him to 'go and die'. =/ Obviously I don't want him to die. Though I took it back almost immediately, I became so paranoid, and I don't want him to die! AHHHH So I called one of my consultants, Vanilala. (: Then she said he won't die. Lol say 40 times plus those 40 must mean it, then the person might die. Anyway our fate's been sealed when we die right? Ah whatever it is, ________, please don't die. I want to see you tomorrow. Ah please.. I'm sorry. I'm gonna kick the freaking habit again. -,- I'd rather die than see him die, because it'll be like my fault. I went to bookshops just now. And I suddenly had the urge to read. Haha read BOOKS!? Yeap, but there were no nice books which appealed to except one or two. Besides, I didn't bring enough money. Buy them some other time I guess. Lessons were pretty fun today. :D Everyone's so IN TO the rubik cube. HAHA cute. Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul's quite nice to read. :D Thanks to the person who lent it to me. LALA The same uncle didn't give me present again. ); I really feel like bucking up. This sucks like crap. I was pretty disappointed with you today. I don't understand why you behave like that. It really pisses me off, yknow? What gives you the right? Since you don't like me, so be it. Why do you bother about what I do? Why did you have to be so rude to him. Why you can talk to her, I cannot talk to him ah? I was thinking maybe we're better off just friends. I don't even know what the heck I mean to you, and I guess it doesn't doesn't matter anymore. I might care for you, just as a friend. I tell myself a thousand it all doesn't matter, and it seems to be working. I feel like I already 70% can't be bothered. lol? I care for you, I don't want you to die, but it doesn't mean I'm head over heels in love with you alright. -,- everything, please be alright? toodles. |