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Sunday, April 27, 2008, 3:06 PM
haywired shit.
Not supposed to be here but who cares. The two irritating voices telling me what to do. As usual, followed the naughty one. BAH -,-'' I guess a lil time out won't hurt right. YEAH YEAH.So somehow, my feelings have been jumping around like big idiots. :) Just like the owner. They jump here, jump there, jump jump everywhere. Shiat man. I'm not going to emlo emo because that's a waste of time. BUT, the bloody hell feelings are still there. Reached some conclusion/ I know it'll hurt or whatsoever shit. But I don't care eh. I can continue to lie and hurt. I won't even be bothered to put the blame on you. Let's just take it as, IT'S ALL MY FAULT, alright? So what even though I really love you? And I see, she really hates me : No matter what I do, you'll hate me, isn't it? What did I do in the first place? I didn't do anything -,-'' I don't understand. Maybe you hate me becasue of that? I don't know. What a fucked up thing to hate me about. If you hate me because of that, you don't have to already.. Because you can have him, all to yourself. Okay? As long as he wants you, go ahead. You go ahead and bitch about me, I don't give a damn. Because I'm tired of trying, to save a stupid wedge between us when clearly, the misunderstanding between is so damn deep, and you don't care. Why? Is it so difficult to understand all I want is for you not to misunderstand me, and be friends? I thought we were, but you don't give me that impression sometimes. So you think I'm being too sensitive, but you hate me, don't you? You think I really mean it when I say I don't care. I hate misunderstandings. I REALLY HATE THEM. The misunderstanding between me and him's already fucking big. Why would I wanna have another one with you?! Tell me, what the hell do you want. So if you think it's my fault in the first place for feeling disgusted or whatever, I apologise. But I guess you'll never know. All i want is peace, to be friends? zzzz stupidly, you don't. Perhaps, you think I hate you too. I just dare not be too friendly or you'd think i'm some fucking mad woman right. -,-'' You should at least have a good reason to hate me. You really make me feel like hating myself. Thanks, a lot. The both of you. It doesn't matter yeah. I'm tired. Thanks 'EH', goodbye. Shut up lia. You'll never know. That I really love you. x.x i'll miss you |