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Saturday, April 5, 2008, 11:49 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SU ERN! :DHello world. Today went alright. I was kinda going mad inside. lawl sounds weird but yeah, I was feeling weird. Especially during lit. Because of the idiotic thing which affected my mood during recess. -,- I find I am able to control my feelings already. I'm capable of pushing them aside. I wonder if it's already over long ago but I'm just clinging onto something I THINK is but is not. All I have to do is tell myself I'm really sick. I really tired, I don't wanna think anymore. I want to end it. And yeah, like magic, a lot of feelings just disappear. (: The more I do that, the more I find myself being not so affected. Or either feel 'frustated' which leaves me with heck care attitude towards it. :D Think for a second then don't think. To tell you the truth, I'm really tired lah. :D Today, it took me 2 periods to forget about what he did. I forgot all about it moments later. I felt alright, new. I think I have better things to do than hope over a person whom I don't mean anything to. Though I have no idea what I mean to that guy, I know I should think I mean nothing because I don't know why. -,-''' Somebody forgot about me again! GRRRR. This time I pretended not wanting to talk to him. HAHA he said my present was big, and would melt. Lawlszx don't tell me is a BIG BIG ICE CREAM! HAHAHA don't think so. I don't want to look forward to it because maybe it would be a false alarm again. lol but he sweared, so better bring. :D Funny guy HAHA. After school, went to prataaaa there with someone special. HAHAHA. I shan't tell you who. :D Then I went back to school. Looked for Ai wey. In D&T room, then lala. Crapped there with loser number 4. Haha whatever. Now I really feel the urge to study. I just need an extra push to study. toodles. THANKS GOD. THANKS GUYS. I LOVE Y"ALL VERY MUCH. :D And I can't deny your eyes You know I try to read between the lines I saw a warning sign And then you threw me up against the wall Who said that it's better to have loved and lost? I wish that I had never loved at all. |