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Thursday, April 10, 2008, 8:03 AM
THE CHOIR CONCERT WAS HOT HOT HOT! To me, it was friggin entertaining! WOAH They put up a superb performance I enjoyed myself thoroughly. :D That was yesterday. But it left a great impression on me. Fufilling experience. I'm glad I got to go. :D YAY YAY. Something left me feeling like a loser almost the whole night. -,- Today : Early in the morning I received a K.A.N.A.S.A.I text. Lol? Some sort lame but haha I'm someone's bestfriend what! :D School was alright I think. Only problem, I still waste too much time spacing. I tried very very hard to focus but it lasted for a mere 3 minutes. My mind started wandering on its own again. zzzzzzzzzzzzz I just can't concentrate. DAMN. I'd like to study hard. The mid years are coming. I am so stressed yet not stressed. Oh what crap. But yes, I'd like to score properly for once. I'd like to feel satisfaction for something I've worked hard for. I need to, CONCENTRATE. AH AH AH AH AH AH AH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I think I need to diggggggggggg out my friggin smelly heart. NOW! I need to stop being so fake. ); If I did that, I'd be as cheap as him. Why did I do it? I don't have to do anything to show him, because I thought it all doesn't matter already? ); It makes me so so tired, but I can't get rid of this fatique. I'm sick of playing games with you, I don't know what it is you want with me. I can't run away from this neither can I do anything about it. No one would really understand what I'm feeling towards you. Even I don't. Somehow, this feeling's getting out of hand. Something's telling me you care, but I keep pushing it away. I'm so afraid to trust feelings again. DAMN. I can never tell you I hate you because I don't. I'll never win you because I won't. Lastly, I can never say ' I Don't Love You ' because I'd be lying. I'll never know, And you'll never know cause I don't intend to tell you. What will be, will be. What ever that's meant to be yours, will be yours, somehow. Are good things really worth the wait? _______, I don't know. All I'd like is a good nap now. And I'll wake up to study. (; I just need some time. |