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Saturday, March 29, 2008, 12:31 PM
There might be more people from class reading now, but I seriously can't be bothered. Privacy invaded when Mrs Lim showed half the class my blog. -,-''' Still, it's not going to kill me, though it kinda makes me upset that she didn't ask me for my opinion first. Damn.Today was an alright day. I hate spacing. Couldn't concentrate when some people were talking to me, again. Shitty hell. I appear to be listening but my mind flew somewhere else already. Better come back to earth soon. I officially failed 3 subs and I have 9 underlines in the report book. Sick. I don't why I've become so emo. I shan't deny now because I think many people think I am? Fact is, I'm also not sure. LOL? I think I'm just spacing but looks like emo ing? Ah whatever. I was struggling like hell today, trying to make up my bloody fickled mind. I think I've decided to let it go. As much as it might hurt me, who cares right? I took a really long time to come to that. I shouldn't be so wishy washy about it anymore. I ought to. Maybe, I'll soon say or feel different again, but I'll just have to try. I know it's not easy, I know, but I think I have to try. Some people may think I'm mad doing something I don't have to.. But I don't know alright. -,-''' It's never easy with things like that. They've already become habits.. Now, I'll have to stop thinking about you. Stop noticing those buses. Stop wondering where you are. Stop seeing if you're there. Stop thinking you might be thinking of me ............ I might be lying to myself. The others see it differently. I'm not sure. Maybe, they just don't mean anything and I think too much. Perhaps, everything might just return again.. I DON'T KNOW! Just to let you know, it hurts me most to let you go. It hurts more than you know.. But I don't even think you might know. toodles. |