Starry starry night.

i like this one.

HAHA RETARD! Babe suggested it.

YAY finally the pictures are uploaded. I took hell long, so the pictures for bazaar today shall be uploaded another time. Boo, blame the uploader then! Haha, lazy to write in detail what happened but we had fun and love. Ooop, sounds wrong. Awww(;

Thank god today went pretty well. Seriously, it was not bad, though tiring since I hadn't have enough sleep still. Heee. I wouldn't say the carnival sucked cause many people put in a lot of effort and effort should not just be condemned. It was really not bad anyway, but just too little stalls I guess, due to the lack of space. OOO, speaking of that, I can't wait for the indoor stadium to be done quickly! YAY. (x

Well, I'll admit that I was nervous in the morning. And really sian cause I thought everything was gonna go so wrong. I didn't even feel like doing that anymore. I didn't know how to approach it. BUT, thank god really. It was alright. :D

Lunch with Mum.

Suprisingly, I have no idea why I didn't seem to feel too much. I know it's always been my perspective. Perhaps that's why.

As much as it would be nice, I don't expect anything in return. I know nothing's probably gonna come back. And I guess it's okay. I don't care, I'll have to force myself to think that way. I won't allow myself to have any glimpses of hope.

Tuition was fine, did graphs. I hate drawing. AHHHHHH, but at least I won't be so lost on class. 8D. Then had an after tution talk with babe. I like that kinda talks. They can be really sweet, we're not too serious, not too sheek. YEAH (x

I know I think too much, but I just realised I have a BIG BIG fear in me.

I'm afraid, really afraid, the year's gonna be gone, in a flash.

In a moment.

I just want to cherish all I have now.

I know they'll be gone so soon.

I'm afraid, to be far from babe, far from_______.

I don't like it.

I'm scared.

It's a horrible feeling.

Afraid of losing people..

Then again, it's not the time for these feelings right. I shall just treasure. As much as I don't know what's gonna happen, I'll love what I'm given.

weird person, i don't know what to do with you now.

sometimes, everything feels alright, like we're just friends.

other times, i seem to want something more than that.

worst thing is, i don't know how you feel.

but i guess i take it negatively.

what am i doing again!

THANKS BABE, for everything.

And the whole other bunch of you guys,

_________ too. Because sometimes you make my life easier.

but why do you make me feel this way..

goodnight.