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Monday, March 31, 2008, 8:55 AM
LALA I'm back. :DAfter meeting vanilala, I went for class. OO, end up she was so normal, she only MISSED me, so asked me out. Cause she thought I wasn't coming tomorrow. Laughs xD I keeep spacing. Haha, wonder how? Just stare into space. Was feeling so tired in the bus, I couldn't seem to be bothered to think. But I did think a lil anyway. HUH? Okay, talking nonsense again. I think there were some improvements. Yeah, I forced myself not to look out for buses. As usual, I saw them. But I think I missed some because I wasn't bothered. Have no idea why was feeling so tired.. zzzzzzzzzzzz By the way, those cheesy sausages are so frigging YUMMY! Damn, now I feel like eating them. They're like just so cute and small, and you just pop them into your mouth lah. Like there's some cheese inside. And with that size, I think I could pop 20 or so. Muwahahahaha. That is if I'm really hungry. :D But I feel bad for not bringing some home for mama. =/ Bad lousy daughter. tsk.. Nevermind, I'm going there to buy the pre packed ones soon! LALA :D I heard we playing a long song for syf. There are so many many runs. *GASPS how will i do it? Drats, now I'm so afraid.. RUNS LEH RUNS! I SUCK AT RUNS! AND ALL THOSE HIGH HIGH NOTES. Plus, I haven't started on my homework, and cards.. and so many things! grrrrrrrrrrr Mama says I can join __________, but as long as my stuides don't go plunging.. I feel so stupid. Better buck up me! Sighs, what's happened? I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. Now, I really really don't know. I'm so tired, don't feel like thinking. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz I just want to run away...far far away. from these horrible things that keep forcing me. If only I could force those lousy feelings out. DAMN. I think an idiotic human like me should just die rightttttttttt. Oh, shut up lia. stop being a frigging coward -,-''''''''''''''''''' so what if you die? Problems still remain there..not like he will care.... zzzzzzz toodles. Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up I need your loving hands to come and pick me up And every night I miss you I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much............... I wish you were here with me ... But i'm not even supposed to think.. just be alright okay, _________? |