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Tuesday, March 25, 2008, 4:53 AM
I'm not supposed to be posting, but I was sent home cause suspected of having sore eyes. Which makes me damn hell disappointed.I went to see a doc. It's not really a big deal, and I should be able to return to school tomorrow. I'd like to thank all those who wished me, gave me presents, remembered me. A BIG BUNCH OF THANKS. I won't deny how happy I am. Neither will I deny how disappointed and upset I am, particularly with one person. I came home,went into the toilet, and burst out crying. This time, the tears just wouldn't stop falling. Even as I'm typing this now, my tears come out like tap. I realise, how insignificant I can mean to someone. I know, probably how useless I am. I couldn't control my emotions in school. I seriously didn't wanna go home. With all the cakes, with the chance to see people I've missed after so long. But since I looked horrible, I won't know how to face them anyway. I tell myself, I have to be strong. But I just break down. -,-'''' I really am disappointed, upset, hurt, everything. No wonder my eyes twitched so much today and yesterday. I want to go into a deep slumber, I want to cry it out. Everything I feel like doing. I miss my brother... I'm tired of, hoping. I'm tired of, waiting. Mostly, I'm tired of, loving. _______, you just upset me so much. I can't describe how sick I feel now. I want to cry. Now I know, this is what I mean to you yeah? I don't mean anything, anything at all. You don't have to put up an act for me anymore, because it hurts just me even more. goodbye. |