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Atiqah Hidayah Hidayah O. Jun Yi Leeny Lynn Mareenah Pearl Wen Ning

Wednesday, March 26, 2008, 3:00 AM

Horrible, I'm at home right now. -,-'''' I wanna go to school yknow. Damn ..

I woke up in the morning, with puffy eyes I could hardly open, the itch's transeferred from the left eye to the right one. Luckily, it's not that red already. As relunctant I was, I chose to stay at home to try to 'recuperate' ( is that how it's spelt? ) T.T Whatever it is, I just wanna go back to school tomorrow please. Because thursday's already been wasted staying at home for e-learning.
I like school! And I was darn pissed I was sent home yesterday, of all days.

I'll be going to collect my homework stuffs later, and maybe do the history project. I HOPE I CAN. zzzzzzz

And gosh, I know I'm hell lag.. but I pathetically failed 3 subs. That's confirmed after signing the marks sheet today. English only 12 peops passed. HOW PATHETIC! And i'm in the other 30. I flunked geog and hist terribly too. Nothing proud to be of, CRAP. Ah it's over, i guess i didn't try hard enough or whatsoever.

Dad says we'll be going out for dinner to make up for Sunday where we didn't eat together. I was thinking of calling Kor, and I realised he's not in Singapore. DAMN. Still feels weird without him. I want another sibling to accompany me! Grrrrr.

About my problem yesterday, I think it's better now. Thanks honey for talking to me, even if you were not feeling too well yourself. =/ At least receiving that, consoled me a lil. Honey told me to trust him, believe in him. I'd like to too, but, can I? ..

By doing that, does it mean you care? Anyway, thanks for doing that, even if it didn't mean anything. I said I wasn't going to care, but now, by doing that, you're not allowing me, not to care. Or was it because you thought you hurt me.
I wish you'd tell me, or give me some assurance, but that's alright. Because by now, I know you probably won't.

toodles.