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Wednesday, March 19, 2008, 12:46 PM
Hey.I guess everything was alright. (: I received my bday gift from kor already. A big big PATRICK! Ahhh, haha. Thanks! I've been thinking a lot as usual. I got to share some secrets today. And I got to know some too. Since, they're secrets, I obviously will not be amplifying them here. (; I'm not even going to mention where the secret's from. The concert's coming. I don't know what I'm doing. I practically failed dunno how many subjects. And I still could laugh my butt off. LAWLSZX. Crapper.. I heard 2 songs, they're sonice! But I can't find the scores. They're so sweeeeeeeeet. Especially 'without you'. Actually I've always wanted to learn how to play the piano, but I can't. Maybe not at the moment. Everytime I see people play, I go sick with admiration. I want to be able to play some miraculous sweet piece too. x.x But I know I'm not blaming anyone for me not being able to learn. I ought to let things take their natural course. I'm supposed to be a happy freak. But seriously, thinking about all the things that happen, can make me go crazy. Not that I don't like for them to be happening, but I'm afraid, these things will hurt me more in the end. I hope I'm not getting all the wrong ideas. I know, perhaps, I just think too much. I'm forcing myself to think otherwise. I'm trying darn hard, to think these things will never happen. As much as I would love to think that you do feel something, I won't allow myself to. I just hope, tomorrow, will be a better day. I just don't mean much to you, right? Or maybe you should stop doing all the things that will make me have the wrong ideas. Then that way, I shan't get hurt at the end of the day. Why do you have to make me plunge back into the bottomless pit, which drowns me. x.x I could be a happier person. But I doubt I could be happy either, without your existence. Thanks, _______ for everything, even as much as hurting me. goodnight. |