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Saturday, March 8, 2008, 10:39 AM
great, i'm stoning again.share of good and bad. good: i met ms ng(; she dyed her hair i think. and she remembers me! awwwww.. miss her though. (x i managed to be able to go watch the netball match, especially to support my classmates eh. (; GO DIRA, my hero. regardless of the results, still my hero. some things happened between .___. and me. at least, i don't regret them. and perhaps, for the last time, before a week. crap yeah? and HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN NING! bad: mr wu said he's disappointed with my results. =/ he said he expected better. seeee, make people disappointed again, sighs. plus a few other bad things. anddddddd, i heard something. it made me feel .___. i know i'm very stubborn, so maybe i deserve it. i chose to know. i felt my heart sink, lost my appetite then. held my tears, came home, went to the toilet, let them out. now i feel a lot better. just that, i'm stoning. i don't feel anything. i don't know. i really don't know. the part where water came gushing out, was when i thought how hard i'm trying. to push happiness, as much as i'm sad. shitty hell. now i feel so tired. and i feel like going to slumber land. maybe it would be better that i never woke up, seriously. i don't want to bother them with this stupid problem anymore. i think, i want to let go already. i don't know. i should stop deluding myself.. it's tiring. i should stop this already. REALLY.. i hope this holiday will be a fruitful one. (; L is for LIA. L is for LOSER. LIA is a LOSER. zzzzzzzzzzzzz. x.x I AM NOT EMO- ING. because i don't seem to feel anything. weird person, perhaps you like her, go ahead. |