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Monday, March 3, 2008, 6:45 AM
getting on with this shit.i'm sorry, but i can't seem to control my emotions at the moment. this sucks horribly. my tears seem to be falling out. i don't feel like doing ANYTHING, when i have to do sooo many things. i've told lia a thousand times, she can do it. but it's a fact she can't. ); lia is a loser. a BIG BIG one. i wish L.monster would really leave me alone. i thought i was strong. but one simple sentence can make me feel like crying. x this proves i'm weak, isn't it? YES. i know i should be concentrating on better stuff, but my whole day's been completely disrrupted. thanks to my lousy self, and _________. .___. i don't feel like you're saying it to me. i don't feel anything. perhaps, i really think too much. i ought to let go, then why am i still clinging on? now this makes me totally confused. DAMN. it's your fault. stop saying one thing, but doing another.. it's obvious you don't feel the same about me, so stop giving me false hope. how can you be waiting for me, when you caused the wait anyway. =,= it's obvious enough, i get it already. I DON'T MEAN A SHIT TO YOU. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THINGS HAVE BECOME LIKE THAT EITHER. THEY'VE BECOME, SO WRONG. I HATE YOU. thing's aren't as simple as they used to be. and love for you, is a stupid thing. i feel terribly sick. T.T |