Starry starry night.

two cool stuffs on a cool day. lol lame

close up

succulent mango!

yummy fruit kimo!

Alright those were the pictures from yesterday, other than the clothes.

Had sectionals earlier this morning, followed by band. I think i'm really becoming really stressed. But i know my seniors are even more stressed, so i shall not complain. (; Just jiayou bah, since they've put in so much effort for us. Thanks. Although I was really pissed when i kinda 'quarrelled' with that pork chop. Fancy asking me to go and die. GRRRRRR. But later we also laughed so ah whatever.

I just remembered i failed my chinese compo horribly, and i need to rewrite it, hand in by today. x.x But i only remembered at night. I thought of doing and handing in tomorrow, but I did halfway and got really sick. I've decided to hand in on Thursday. I almost started vulgar again today but managed to control myself.

I seem to be very affected after hearing some things. And it's led me to loads of wondering. After days of feeling fine, i suddenly feel down, all over again. )x

I hope to have a wonderful day with babe tomorrow, because it's the only day i'm left with for the hols, sad to say. Everything's passed so quickly again. Time seems to be moving so fast, I have problems catching up. I'm so afraid, soon enough, I may not have that chance again next year. x It seriously scares me, I will break down so bad.

One thing I can be sure of, I won't change for a person to like me. I can get rid of bad habits, but i won't change my personality because that's the way i am. And if he were to like me, he would, for who i really am. I don't wish to put up a fake front. It's alright even if he doesn't like me.

I know, by now, i ought to have forgotten. But i haven't. Although things have tonned down, it still bugs me all the time. I've roughly made up my mind to get what already. I hope things will turn out alright.

Perhaps, I don't mean a thing to someone who means a lot to me. But i guess it doesn't matter that much already. I don't expect anything from him anymore. I'd still like to be there for him, as much as he doesn't need me to.

I'll end this soon, because I don't wanna cry, again.

I hope, this is the last time, for now.

I don't know.

goodnight.

x.x