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Saturday, March 1, 2008, 9:47 AM
hey.school was tahan - able. =/ crap. after school, i went to eastpoint to have lunch with mum. thinking i could i have some personal time since she'll be late tonight, her colleagues were there. URGH! then i ate chicken rice set, super duper fast. hmmmmmmmmm, and i managed to buy my history textbook after dunno how long. well luckily or else gonna fail. =/ then because everything ended so fast, i walked back to safra there, and met the ZHU and leeny. (: we walked again to mac, and crapped there. i am so un- prepared for the common tests anyway. plus i have got ART to finish. damn, haven't started one bloody bit even. GAHHH! then a lot of stuff happened. yeah... as usual. -,-'''''''''''''' i am so in deep shit. haven't prepared well enough for tests, and one thing can't stop bugging me. )x DIE! and i found out some secretssssssss. TEEHEEHEEE. these ones are pretty big ones. (; hahahahahahahha. okay whatever. oh yes, today is 29th feb. LEAP YEAR! special ehhhhhh. but to me, it's pretty sad to celebrate birthdays 4 years once. what if the birthday sucked? then wait another 4 years. so sian. gosh, it's none of my business anyway. neither am i nor any of my friends are born on 29 feb. lol. in mac, i asked leeny, what is 'yuan' = fate. she said people who have same wave lengths, so they would so the same thing, and find a lot of things in common. then she brought up destiny. and i feel her defination of it makes great sense. destiny is not a matter or choice, but a matter of chance. that drove me crazy. lol, i can't keep telling myself they ALL were COINCIDENCES? oh crap. but it's fate and destiny that i went to dunman. makes sense ah. i was initially thinking about going to temasek. but i ended up for dunman for reasons i guess. and maybe one of them was to meeting all my dars. (x if i didn't go to dunman, i would never have met _________ either. ); i should get rid of all my hopes. they're probably all false anyway. weird person, i really want to stop.. can i? i'm going to lie to myself. (; i'll tell myself they were all coincidences. and refuse to believe fate and destiny. is that okay? i need to focus. really really need to. i really don't understand why we keep seeing each other. =/ the timing can't be THAT right. it doesn't usually happen too, right? oh shit, i can't stop thinking about it. do what you say can? tsk. i should just forget it. jia you jia you! STUDY, OR DIE!!! ); bye. |