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Tuesday, February 19, 2008, 12:24 PM
hello.i feel like i'm talking to myself. (; school was alright i guess ? other then the part where i cocked up at sectionals. i sounded horrible. no idea why, fingers cold. lool. =/ i've been feeling vexed recently aye? and i think as a BIG girl, i ought to solve my OWN problems. correct? i'm not a small little girl anymore, where i always left someone else to clean my butt after shitting. sounds disgusting but true. i need to grow up and solve problems of my own. no one will be there for me forever, i can't keep depending cause i won't learn. EEEEE, i don't like what i'm saying. sounds so -,-'''''''''''''' but yeah.... Zzzzzz maybe those people who were avoiding me, aren't anymore, but so what? it's weird that the person who used to be cold towards to me suddenly becomes pretty warm. and the warm one becomes cold. -,-''''''' they switched bodies ah? CRAP. i'm becoming very frustrated. so, i've been deciding, if i should forget about that weird person. i'll try to do so. i just take it as he _____________. .______. maybe it's true that i think too much. i can't trust my hay wired feelings. they've gone all wrong. ); btw, i'm not exactly emoing. lol. i'm still feeling alright lah. MAYBE, everything's just a COINCIDENCE. and i refuse to accept the fact, that they mean ANYTHING. i don't wish to get myself entangled in a pile of mess, AGAIN. i was thinking, perhaps, i should really start everything anew. i wonder how. =/ i still can't make my mind, and i should stop being childish to run away from the facts. ); OH CRAP. weird person, i don't know anymore... i'm really tired. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! you make me so confused. maybe it would be better that we never met. i'm blabbering so much nonsense that's gonna make me feel worse. i still wished i met you, even though it's caused me all that hurt. ); stop. goodnight. ); weird person........ i'm afraid...... |