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Wednesday, January 30, 2008, 1:37 PM
GOOD DAY?
HELLO.
good morrow.
gah, today was a good day?
was it?
i think so...
but i hate it,
cause i know tomorrow won't be like that.
when it's good, it's hell lot good.
when it's bad, yeah, it's BAD.
i mean really bad.
gish.
in fact,
should i say i was HAPPY?
because ________________________?
is that worth remembering?
bah bah bah.
T.T
i don't know!
i really don't know.
i bet it doesn't mean anything lah.
right?
HUH I DON"T KNOW!
oh nevermind.
Zzzzzzzz.
YEAH!
dunman won victoria!
heheh.
(:
i was in the toilet when i read the message,
then i was like screaming silently.
cause i felt good to kick ___________'s ass.
HOHO.
luckily i was alone in the toilet.
HAHA.
then all the things i wanted to be,
returned to normal.
x)
pretty normal i think.
it was pretty good a day.
sad thing it rained,
or else i could go __________ with babe loh.
but anyway i wasn't in a lousy mood, so don't go also not too bad.
i think that place's perfect for cheering me up when i'm upset.
(:
OH OH,
hahah, i came in the morning,
normal time,
cause i love having fun,
then we played catching,
then i run run run,
and scratched my leg by the chair.
HOHO.
i still can laugh.
it's quite long ah.
hahah, i didn't delibarately cut myself at the thigh alright.
i'm not THAT sick.
btw, i don't even cut.
HAHA.
cause i'm afraid of blood.
HAHAHA =/
i also received a really really sweet nice letter.
in poem form.
well written;
APPLAUSE.
xP
now i feel so weird,
like i have no idea what i'm thinking myself.
i know it's always been this way, but now i feel weirder than ever.
i think, you probably think i'm really over,
that's why you did that,
OR....
?!?!?!?!
oh gosh,
am i mad or something.
NOW I REALLY WANT TO KNOW.
time?
can they reveal things?
yeah i guess so.
time heals wounds, but they also cause them.
it takes a moment to create the wound, but forever to heal them.
);
although i'm doing quite fine, i think?
i just wanna know what's gonna happen tomorrow,
will you be like how you were today?
anyway to ____________:
i hope you're okay?
please be okay.
cause i don't like to see you sad.
ALRIGHT?
don't care what they think,
i'll be there for you.
(:
yeah, i care for you.
so don't behave weirdly anymore.
i miss the old you. (x
things will be alright.
JIAYOU!
i do have my share of problems,
but so what?
blah blah blah....
seriously, there's something wrong with me tonight,
sorry for the bullshitty post
AHHHHH GOODBYE!
THANKS GUYS, I LOVE YALL.
there's so many things i wish to say,
there's so much i'd like to know.
i wished, i knew.
i wished, you knew.
i hoped i would have enough courage to clear things up.
but i know what things are gonna be like,
so i like things the way they are now.
and i'd not like things to go wrong for a second time.
do i?