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Monday, December 24, 2007, 6:33 AM
yay.posting time. there's a song by boa, nice(: hmmm, something weird happened yesterday. i don't know to consider it as good or bad. ): but thanks anyway. (: well, i still don't know if you're serious. but even if you are, you're migrating? so i guess things still might not work out. but i don't know lah, see how i think. probably won't last bahhhhhhhhh. sounds stupid. i'm sorry, but i'll never use you as a substitute. i don't want to hurt anyone lah. hurt myself also better than hurt others. :/ right? after all these, i feel i've been shaken, again. sometimes i have dreams, really really sweet, and i wished they were real, that i didn't have to wake up to face the truth. but i have to anyway. i feel like crying, bursting out into tears, let everything come out, together with the tears. but, nothing can come out anymore. it comes to a point, where crying doesn't help. i think i've been numbed. and that's what i actually wanted(: but now i'm starting to wonder, if it's really what i want. i don't want to become some leng xue dong wu. ); it's fine if i don't mean anything to you, but i hope you don't make me regret. and definately don't come running, always, when i've left you behind. ); DON"T do that to me. you like to appear, when i've gotten over almost everything, and make me confused again. bahhhhh. i shouldn't be affected, i know, but still, ..... i guess so. =,= i wished i wasn't so stupid, i wished you'd tell me in the face, what you really felt. ); and i wished i didn't love you .... oh well, crappy post. fucked up (: thanks honey, babe, all of you xD for always being there for me. loves. toodles. it's : babe's b'day TMR! 2 days to christmas, and 11 days to reunion day cum dooms day, i don't know how to face you. bahhhhhhhhhh, wonder what will happen. :/ |