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Saturday, December 29, 2007, 1:44 PM
hi i'm back,and gosh, i miss doing this man. (: today, was the last day of the funeral, which means ama got cremated. ); nevermind about that, i've checked the timetable, and my form teacher is ms rosemary or something, i don't even know who the hell she is. LOL :X at least IMRAN, is not our history cher, YAY! but but, it's mr mah, =,= like not THAT much of a diff huh. haha, don't know lah. hmmmmm, some people, like to say hurtful stuff well i guess i won't be so jia li hai next time anymore, since you didn't ASK me to do that for you, i shan't. so not appreciative. blah, after this, i guess, we must really really treasure people or things, around us, before it's too late. ); and however we might lose them... they don't neccesarily have to die for you to lose them. ); ..... and i hope, in future, when i die, i'll die before my brother. =,= i want to! okay whatever, i'm being so lame. but, just let me die before him lah. i've been dreaming of the same thing, like 3 times plus already. T.T things that DON"T happen in real life. sighs,, i hope i can dream of ama tonight (: that'll be nice. i read something and....... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! siao liao, i thought, !!!!!! crap. fuck. damn. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! like what the ****?!?! okay nevermind, i need to CALM DOWN, like seriously. it's not a big deal, but as usual, i like over reacting. hahahaha(: i don't know if i should cut my hair, i'm confused. ooops, cos if i don't cut my hair within this 7 days, i can't cut it until after 49 days. :X which means my hair, will grow long, and will have to be tied up. since it can't be CUT. and i hate that! all because i obviously didn't expect this to happen, and so i thought i can cut somewhere in jan, LOL hafsah lah, aiyah, so ma fan. fan ah fan ah. tsk tsk. but i think i'll cut? cut all my troubles away, hahaha 1cm =,= so stupid haha, that's me i guess. STUPID. goodbye for now(: loves. goodnight, and i really think, i'll take forever to forget you totally ); i don't know what to say when i see you .... crying, won't help, anymore ....... emotionless ..... i'm sick of this, but i can't stop still. i'm sorry, i love you ): |