Atiqah Hidayah Hidayah O. Jun Yi Leeny Lynn Mareenah Pearl Wen Ning

heloo(:

had band today,
hmmmmm,
was quite okay lah.
with ms chong.
we finished mulan,
and almost saturday night fever.
hahaha.

i went mad in the morning.
how moronic.
tsk tsk.
i walked into school,
and,
blah blah blah.
whatever
-,-'''

i went on doing drills,
so many people fall out loh!
but the senior was nice enough to let them.
although people like sean didn't even look sick loh.
=X
he just seemed to be running away from timing.
aiyoyo.
doesn't matter.

i was pespiring like ...
a running tap.
haha, the sun so hot.
and we pumped in the parade square.
so many stones,
my knee was like painful.
aiyo,
haha.
that's alright.
at least the drills helps,
train the ASS muscles huh,
as the senior says so.
aha.
and it helped me get over my shock too.
eeeeeek!

today's charmaine's birthday!
ahahaha,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

that's about all i guess,
&& i saw my babe!
ahaha,
so exciting.
haven't seen her in ages.
she smiled at me(:
wahaha.

byebye.

*i've got so many things to tell you,
but the moment i see you,
i just feel like running away.
i'm afraid to face you.
like today, when i saw the them,
i didn't even dare to see if you were there.
i wonder,
what you would feel if you saw me.
i'm not even sure if you noticed me.
because i was too afraid,
to even take a glimpse.
i want to know so badly,
how would you react.
what you would feel.
but i guess i'll never know.
although i know you wouldn't care.
this has supposed to ended already.
everything's over, but somehow,
i just don't know.
you confuse me,
a lot.
i'm supposed to be letting go,
but i'm holding on to it more..
......
and the hurt's becoming too much to bear...
just let me run away,
far far away,
please?
i want to see you,
but i don't want to.
....