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Friday, December 21, 2007, 11:23 AM
damn,good morning. i just got some news, and i'm feeling really disturbed by it. so, let me talk to myself i guess. T.T i don't know what you're trying to do? AP guy. cheh. why is it everytime, EVERYTIME, i walk away, you must come running near?! why? damn you. have you not caused enough hurt? if you don't wanna talk to me, then don't. don't talk to me, COLDLY. -,-''' makes me feel cold. would it mean anthing if you gave me a gift? i trust her, so much, but i don't trust you, anymore. face it, you're a nice guy, used to be one, but i don't know anymore. ); you can't leave me guessing all the time. i'd just like to leave, to far far away. cause i can't take it lying down, that i'm left to pick up the dirt, all the time. why won't you tell me the truth? i wonder and wonder, until my head feels like bursting. now when i've moved on, would you stop stopping me? PLEASEEEEEEEEE? or maybe it's cause you thought i was getting you something? which i in the end didn't? cause i felt it of no use. what the hell. i just want to old you back, old times back. old _ _ _ _ _ _ back! well, perhaps, you were just asking for other reasons, and i think too much, as usual. okay? happy? i don't understand why you do all these things.... -,-''' don't you know they hurt me even more? damn damn damn damn. FUCK IT. forget it. i'm gonna watch the show tonight.. and thanks a lot, for spoiling my mood, although i'm quite confident, i'll not be affected as much as last time. (: because of you, i've learnt to be strong, if not i'd probably have, DIED. yay(: and, if you're not sure what i'm talking about, don't need to guess. i doubt you'd understand anyway. so don't jump to conclusions woh! haha, sounds so act cute. tsk, whatever. blah, byeeeeeeee xD |